25th march 2010 Dinner at korean restoran

Its was the last week i was working in little inventor
oso the week right after the annual lunch.
While joking and fooling around in the office while oour boss wasn't around.
Suddenly evon suggested that we have our dinner at a korean restoran right after work.
Not a bad idea after all~ xD
At they thought was juz us but then i invited my nai ma~
Then slowly t.On, Sam and lastly Vivian.
We reach there around 8 though we said 7.30pm
Forgive us coz we're malaysians~
Yaya blame it on the society~ haha~ tat how we do things~

I left my house at around 7.30pm to fetch my nai ma,
while in the mean time sam was there waiting for us.
slowly we found our way to desa park city.
When we reach there sio and sam were waiting there.
the next person to arrive was evon and jennifer
and then t.On plus her bf ah kent.
Lastly was Vivian of coz she was last due to the short notice.
We ate and luagh til we were full. 1st after the meal we wanted to have a walk at the park but due to rain we found ourselves sitting in secret recipe chatting and eating cakes~
sorry dint take any picture there to as evidence~ xD
The one very person which we tried our best to drag along wasn't here was the one and onli Connie!! Always dodging the bullet~ no la i belive she has her reasons de~
We're teachers~ of coz we're understanding~ xD
Ish humble humble~

Had a wonderful dinner to find myself knowin more about each others life and forgetting my past slowly. Wad makes us so different? sumtimes this question bugs me alot.
To think of an answer to satisfy my own curiosity, mayb it was our belives which really build us up, mayb it was the different life style we're having?
Anyway if everyone was the same it won't be tat interesting~
All together there 9 of us there tat day~
An Awesome day~
all thanks and praises go to god~

WAds wrong wif my slippers? = =

Vivian said it spoiled my outfit

My nai ma(han han) was so hungry and wasn't able to control herself after seeing the spoon

so she is helping herself with the spoon~

Salad leaf to wrap the side dishes, Which i threw in almost everything in it


Salad leaf Fan!!!!

T.On and my nai ma~

Sam's evil grin of death~!!!

My nai ma looks satisfied after eating the spoon~ :P

A Group photo of the day~ though we're missing sumone~

haha~ Vivian was our camera woman of the day~

20th march 2010 little inventor annual lunch

It was the day which i was looking forward to the most

since its the 1st time i've been involved in a company annual lunch.

And i really thank god for using my boss to bless me to be able to join this annual lunch,

its was a very fun day~

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Even though our initial plans dint went as we wanted but overall it was okay~
I woke up early in the morning to find myself sitting in front of the computer doin the usual saturday rountine, reading manga, checking out facebook, reading blogs etc.

I was still kinda trouble by the incident though after the lunch i fell so much more better and relieve~ thank god.

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I was having a hard time pick my outfit since i dint have the right pants to go wif my shirt i ended up wearing my office pants to the gardens and later buying and wearing a new one on the

spot. the pants was kinda cheap though onli rm40 usually long pants would be around rm 80

Was a very enjoyable trip to the gardens and back from the gardens~

Since all the teachers were so fun to be around and friendly as ever~

I guess their dint juz get their title as a teacher overnight~

Patience and endurance tat the major key in being a teacher.

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Juz a breif on wad happend when we reach the gardens.

When we reach we were kinda early so i quickly took the chance to buy my pants and changed into it, and right after tat we went to the meeting place which is red box.

Where our dress code for the annual lunch was red and black, the red box worker's dress code were oso the same. Therfore we thought we mayb mistaken as a worker there~

Well after we had found which is our room, to find tat almost everyone was waiting for us inside there. When we enter there were teachers from other centers helping themselves wif the karaoke machine and singing their hearts out, we too help ourselves with the machine we were able to sing around 5 or 6 songs onli, then the slogan competition began.

Well, when it started to find out tat the other centers were really well prepared

while all we had was juz the script which i wrote, wasn't anything to wow about it though. and we onli practise around 3 times onli due to our busy timetable at work, sounds kinda like we are giving an excuse la~ we kinda messed up our tempo during the competition.

But in the end we got 3rd place~ haha wow~ we dint expected tat~ thank god~

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After the competition, the buffet started the food was "so so" onli nth to wow about

mayb the desserts was abit better compared to the rest.

Right after lunch the singing competition started~ our center went 1st

Our 2 teams were han han and connie were the 1st team.

the 2nd team was vivian, amutha and shalili.

Well during the performance of han han and connie sumhow i was involved in it too,

Onli as a spice to spice up the atmosphere.

Since vivian's team was our turmp card so when it was vivian's team turn, we the teacher from kepong made sure we cheer our hearts for them, Well their trump was the dance which expose t.vivian quite abit though but no harm i guess most of the teacher are female.

When the singing competition ended to find tat none of our kepong team won but i think we oso dint mind since it was fun juz cheering for them and everyone was happy~

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At 1st we plan to go for 2nd round of karaoke after the annual lunch since most of us wasn't given a chance to sing, but then sumthing came up and we went to t.vivian's bak ku teh store right after the annual dinner. kinda full at tat time but i did make space~ xD

One of our teachers were missing tat time due to sum family problem dun nid to go into much detail about tat, after our meal we went to her house to pick her up to see for was she doing.

She looked quite ok tat time of coz strong will mah~ haha~

We wanted to take her to desa park city to walk around at 1st but then her bf came and took her away~ nth we can do ler~ haha~ At tat time there were onli hanhan, t.on and me onli.

The 1st time we did was rush to the toilet = =

Since all our tank full haha wad else?

After we walked around the park enjoying the wind and we sat on 3 stones while waiting for t.on bf to arrive~ after he arrive we walk around abit then we parted~

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Overall it was a very enjoyable day~

I've got to see alot of types of faces today knowing tat these are the ppl i'm working wif,

and i've got to know alot of types of ppl.

Is this wad working life is like? Though i think there's pros and cons to these type of living.

i thank god for everything tat he had blessed me.

Me and Teacher choo choo!~

Connie and T.on

I like the expression on their faces xD

Me and teacher sam~
Hanhan Me and connie~ xD

My nai ma~

A group photo of little inventor kepong!!!

Happier than before

Its just so hard..

Mayb coz i'm not trying tat hard.

Of coz it would be easy for them since they had wad they all wanted.

So this is the taste of defeat..

It was much bitter than i thought.

It u had prepared both lanes at one go when u find the 1 lane is not interesting u can switch anytime.

Common sense~

The lane was rejected will be juz left there to rot and no more development until the next person to tat is interested in it comes. So how is it suppose to go on?

Hold on~ Plz Hold on~

It wont be long..

Fragment of Regret

On that day, we walked our separate ways
I wonder what kind of excuses should I come up with now
I sense weakness which could not be concealed every time I stumble blindly
Your existence on that day strangles this body

With my firm self, I swear to the future that I will believe in those strong eyes of yours
The skies I have traveled, they have a freedom which is similar to solitude.
I only don’t want to turn back

If you recall, we were very alike, right?
Whether it was our untruthful words or our retreating figures that pretended to be brave
I’m sure the circumstances are the same for the both of us. We had our mutual emotions too
I’m not strong enough to tell you about my feelings of insecurity

The dream I want to grasp,
I was always being buried by my own answers to my questions within the interval of wishes
If it is your present self, will I be reflected in your happy eyes?

There are things which will become tainted and time that flows on
But that’s right, because it’s definitely not a mistake …Yes, I’ll believe that

An eternal dream, if I keep on tracing the painted world,
I will find those times and your radiance there which existed without changing.
See, you will be rewarded everything
In the middle of a continuously bewildering journey,
I bore my wounds within the fragments of regret but
The answers I kept on searching for is here now, and I held onto your small hand…

Need to rest mayb?

Its getting tiring as days goes by.

How long will i continue to stand?

I'll found my break through today,

It wasn't much but its enuff.

I've tried my best to suppress myself til the very end.

Its not my limit yet i know it.

The problem is tat i dunno how to back off.

I'll back down now.

But i cant resist to see tat wad is she doin.

Even if she decide to tat, what can i do?
Can my question be answered?

The people around is also slowly chaging no more friendly

As days pass by the more hatred continue to grow.

How do i fight this battle?

Not just hatred is grow. Sorrow and despair is also getting equally strong.

Do i juz move aside and let things slide?
It does feel like myself by doing so..

I will eat up everything u all throw at me..

So relax~

I'll continue to slowly eat up all this crap tat i've caused

I'll end wad i've started.

Do wadever you wan to me i don't care at all!!!!

I'm no more a men pleaser.

But dun you dare condemn my love ones

Or i shall come after you.

Not threatening? Ya i know try me~

And i'll make sure we're see each other in jail

or mayb you wont see ur love ones anymore.

Thanks to all of these happening i've found hatred back in my heart again..

Why??? I'll have to remove it again, I've done it before i'll juz have to do it again.

Growth? I wish..

Grudge? I crush..

轨迹

怎么隐藏　我的悲伤　失去你的地方
你的发香　散得匆忙　我已经跟不上

闭上眼睛　还能看见　你离去的痕迹
在月光下　一直找寻　那想念的身影

如果说分手　是苦痛　的起点
那在终点之前　我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的　不敢说的爱
会不会有人可以明白

我会发着呆　然后忘记你　接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天　会有人代替　让我不再想念你
我会发着呆　然后微微笑　接着紧紧闭上眼
又想了一遍　你温柔的脸　在我忘记之前

心里的眼泪　模糊了视线　你已快看不见

Things as time goes by..

Its been kinda rough for me these few days
She is cold to me and colder as the days goes by.
What do i do? I know tat he like tat guy alot and the way she chose to end things was not as friendly as i thought.
She now enjoy her time wif him, and yes i'm juz a minor for now on.
Him? I dunno tat person, and i dunno wad is he able to do.
She inist tat we totally cut off, what do u think?
She claims by doin so she is helping me to overcome tis and to forget her.
Of coz for her to make such a stand onli shows tat how much she dislike to have anything to do wif me, and to claim tat she is helping me?
Sounds more like she's helping herself more.
Is there another way? I think yes but why this way?
Why does things have to become like this?
Does everyone end up the same?
Juz another reflection of myself.