Wednesday, April 29, 2009


Crawl-Velt Punch
I sum how like tis song's MV~
damn yeng

Advancing by crawling along the earth is
Just the ordinary climb all over again
Even with my destiny carved out for me, I just take a deep breath
I knew it wasn't enough
The days felt as if they were going to be destroyed by the thunderous roar
The needle-like rain stopped and you arrived.

Sha la la I sing for you
Sha la la

A dulled eternity is the "symbol of boredom", meaningless
Like a pool made at the bottom of the sea
Painting swirls on the water's surface,
The too-high sky is reflected upon it
If you're joking make it that I understand

Sha la la I sing for you
Sha la la fight for myself
Sha la la I sing for you
Sha la la

I can't take this "boredom" anymore.
Standing still on the stage, the courage to fight back
I don't care, I don't care
I wonder if you'll smile even without an "existence"...
At the pace of when you just start running
The scenery that flew by
I don't care, I don't care, I don't care
Are you going to find out what is really right or wrong?

Finally at the goal you've struggled up to, the truth known for the first time
I don't care, I don't care
I wonder if you'll realize it tomorrow...
Even the distorted air ripped off of March
I don't care, I don't care
Going up the 13 steps
They'll be waiting for your hands
If we make a new start after the today that we came to know pain
I'll be there, I'll be there, I'll be there

The murmured regrets are clinging to your hand
Is that sharpened blade being swung for the sake of someone else?

Monday, April 27, 2009

Cant help but think..

Ever since i've learnt how to drive although things should be closer to me as i should be able to reach by myself..
but there is a even large distance between friends.
Is it my fault?
do think mayb yes though..
bcoz of my stubornness and rude attitude i guess..
Or is it the problem of me putting a mask on?

Today while driving the sky started to get dark and it start to drizzle
i cant stop thinking about the days during ipoh..
how i walk in the rain, knowing tat was my bitter past.
yet it help to made me the Me i am today..

during class today while waiting for the teacher to enter the bio class.
I sat alone today not tat i dun get along wif ppl, juz tat the ppl i got along is missing today.
while sitting there without anyone noticing my presence; i dun wan to be a sumbody in tat area.
i over heard the conversation of the girls sitting behind me,
about sum guy cheating on a friend of her's..
which reminded me of my ex
she was sweet at 1st and i stood up for her whenever lyn and ah bo bad mouth her.
But the fact was she was really wad they said. feelin so dumb been played.
after tat case i was made slience, nvr did dare to show my true colours..
at least i try not to get emo in skul or crowded areas.
Need not ppl to know so much..

This word always strike my mind "Stand ur own ground no one is going to catch u when u fall"
trying to keep tat in mind coz i know i do sum close friends tat will be ther for me
But soon ther will be a day we'll walk our own path.
a line will be drawn on tat day..

At least would try to enjoy myself for now

drifting away~

Friday, April 24, 2009

Weekend Break from the exams~

Ok another boring day in skul~ sumhow~ was mainly bcoz the exam
i mean after the add maths exam we're basically free to jump about and to kill each others if anyone dares~
juz a little update of wad has been going on in skul~
As the story from dear friend caleb continues to remain~
which the handphone missing and going after tat small brat for he is responsible to wad happen~ sumhow i really felt like slapping tat samll fry. = =
i mean his the one in fault yet he still can say as if his not wrong at all
worst thing is tat his sister is also the same making use of caleb giving him false hope.
these type of ppl really should die..
if i can i would had kill both of them but killing both bring out the money and its no fun at all~
so i decided to make their life in skul a living hell
it'll be more fun to see their reactions.
At least they deserve it~
but seriously nth much i do to really help.
juz hate these kind of ppl. no sense of responsiblity
ermm tired ler end here~
enjoy the photos xD

the usual view in class

5B gang resting xD
ermm no nid to exaplain bah~And who said Tjf is not after other gals dun see why he should juz stick to xiao theng like glueI giv YOU ERNEST!!!!...................lee

Monday, April 20, 2009

Thinking of wads next

Woke up late today = =
next to the mid night gaming straight on not stop till 3am.
got up at 9.30am and yes i'm late for skul
a thought came into my mind
"juz skip la ur already late~ "
"but then there's an exam today leh"
"so wad?"
"ipromised her to take the exam la"
"can resit de mah~"
"but waste time lor"
"juz skip straight la~"
"NO!!! I nid to go and pei wilwil oso"
"Ish u gay ka?"
"WAd da? of coz not~ I'm going and tats it case close~ "
So tats how i found myself in skul today.
Was lucky i dint meet paulin when i enter the skul today
rather than paulin i met Pn Lee and Pn Teh
Pn Lee is ok but Pn Teh is pure annoying at times
the usual Pn Lee goes wif her lecture wif me
She sumhow i think is the best teacher in the skul xD
at least i do take most of her advice~

These few days most of the gang had been starting to plan about their future
tis really worries me for i'm not really sure bout myself
i wan to studdy biochemistry at least tats the onli thing ican say i'm good at.
And i'm ermm kinda worried about aH Ham jie which is in the ward now ><
her blood platelets count is really dropping as she is infected wif SLE
and the marks on her hands are oso getting worst..
hope she will get well~

Bed time~ Shows how lazy i am xD

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Revival time!!!

Its been really a long time probably 4 months
finally i had the nerve to revive my blog
long story short bah~
sumhow after visting my daughter's blog i felt like updating my blog too
haven really been myself ever since the whole choir thing started
and ermm sumhow i lost my cool tat day ><
sorry guys dint mean it.
have been going out wif friend quite often lately ><
muz draw a line soon, yeah i know tat..
looking forward to see how tis year's class photo will come out to be
after all i did manage to butt my head in to 4 class photos
got injured during the process though~
but it was fun having to go hyper wif the gang
We lost the choir contest but at least we won back our hearts
we dint not let wilson's hardwork go to waste..
well the next thing waiting at my doorstep is the exam
i hate it but i sumhow nid though
nid bursh up myself.
I know its not gonna be a easy year for me..
2009 year of farewells
Lyn NOOB!!!!
Group photo after the choir contest we lost though
The gals from my class~ 5B class plus ermm alot of us from different classes xD