Thursday, August 4, 2011

5th August 2011 Compose

As days goes by, I'm really missing you more and more, thinking of you more and more. even though i try to suppress it, and even though i don't know why i am missing you this much, but one thing is for sure this feeling is getting stronger and larger every second. I'm going crazy... I'm so
sorry, I'm really so sorry...

I don't know why and i too want to know why. but its really hard to put everything aside...
i really feel like shouting it out, I wish i could put all of these feelings into words, if possible i wanna express it to her... but its impossible as for things are. when i woke up this morning with such a heavy heart, i dint know how to deal with it anymore other than trying to suppress it with all i have, i must not cause anymore trouble to her...
just a little insight won't make things right....

ARGH!!!!!! I'm losing my composition...
DAMN IT~!!!! WAKE UP WILL YOU?!

Must hold onto the little hope that remain, have to put a smile to face each day just in case even if you meet her, at least you have to return a smile to her.
Its because u're losing ur composition that why the more you should try to keep urself compose,
the minute u lose it, its the end. And everything will end.
strength is being determine now, its now that's the most crucial moment.. this will determine what will happen in the future. therefore keep on fighting!!!!
when darkness starts to turn to light that would mark the end of the test... all the best..
STOP PUSHING YOUR DREAMS TO OTHERS!!!!

TRY BEFORE YOU QUIT!!!

DON'T EVER LET THIS SPILL OVER TO REALITY!!!

AND DON'T FORGET TO SMILE!!! :)

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