1st May 2010 Back to camp

I'm leaving for ipoh as soon as i finish this post,

I bought the 3pm train so i should reach ipoh around 6pm

Its a long journey but i think i can adapt to it.

Its my journey after all.

There is a whole list of things i must compete b4 my return.

1. Slim down
2. at least 4 pax
3. a person tat is able to adapt to any situation
4. exit my limits in both physical and mental
5. come back home in one piece

Tat should be all i guess these are the main thing i wan to compete.

And to be a much more understand person and patience is wad i really wan.

I thank you all my friends for caring for me and went out to yum cha wif me

Don't worry though Ns is not as tough as u think~

I will be back~!!!

I wont do anything stupid b4 competing my promises.

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Chances?

The Ns gang~ They are there i know it

28th april 2010 I'm back

This is the gang tat i hang out wif from the left is wai sing, me, amir and Ah boon
From the left Ah boon, vilmaren and me
Vilmaren is almost 70% chinese coz of his attitude

From the left me, nick, ken, i cant remember his name = = and then theres mai

From the left Ah Pent, me, daren. yap and teng chung

I'm Back from Ns

But its onli for 5 days den i'll be on my way back to the camp.

Its not long but it good enuff for me to catch wif sum friends and family members.

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What have i been doin in NS?

not much exercise day and nite so tat i can keep my promise.

chatting on the phone when i have the chance and going hyper wif the gang.

We're a very rowdy bunch but we have our qualities~

Had Been swimming in the kolam for quite a few days b4 we came back~

All in all i thank god for this chance to be able to go for NS

And I'm really enjoying my stay in Ns

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I promised myself to take every chance tat presents itself in front of me.

But sumhow i dun think i'm doin my part..

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Juz another episode of me reflecting on the things i've done.

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chances?

11 april 2010 Departure

Just got my comfirmation of going ns tis tuesday.
Well i'll be goin to perak, my home town i hope ipoh still welcome me..
Ipoh was the place of mistakes and learning.
I've made plenty of mistakes and most of it had help to made the person i am today.



I'll be leaving for ipoh tomorrow, and i'll begin my national service on sunday.
I hope i'll make used of time properly while i'm inside there serving.
There pros and cons to this national service from where i see it.
I gave up my children for this, so tat i can get it over with asap.
whats waiting on the other side after i walk out of my national service?

Simple, my nai ma and gang will be there coz we're goin sungkai.
next, ah fung and eng keat will be greeting me wif a smile ( my dear brothers)
next, aaron wong will be exchange blows wif me in court.
lastly, i'll collect my ring.. if you are still reading this then please be prepared for my return
coz i wan back my brother;y ring tat i entrusted to you. Its my time of growth.

Forgive me if i speak too arrogantly
But this is juz another episode of me..
I'm out~ xD
Laugh and grow FAT!! haha~

Chances?

31st march 2010 Thoughts..

I was told not thinking so much..

This happen quite alot of times in the past.

alot of misunderstand was cause by my over use of thinking.

how do i actually don't care?

Why do i thinkk so much? is it because i'm scare of wad may happen?

Or am i juz scare of the word "possibility" ?

What is this "possibility" that i'm so scared of?

Possibility holds no limits tat wad i think,

as long as there is even 0.000000000001% that sumthing may occur,

Then it may happen.. tat is possibility..

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Haven really been myself ever since tat happen.

Have i lost myself to the fear tat was consume myself?

How to do i find back my way?

How do i stand up again?

How do i fight for myself once more?

Have I died?

26th march 2010 Last day working at little inventor

The day right after the dinner wif the gang.
its my last day teaching in little inventor.
Was doin the normal work as usual.
In the morning i greet all the my children, somehow when the other teachers remind me tat it was my last, i dint feel anything at all~

Seeing my children and taching them knowing tatit will be the very last time i will be seeing them. everything was ok until the clock strikes 5 and i had to get back to the office to do sum office work. I was still carrying yee xuan when i had to put her down.
i suddenly felt tat i really wan to continue to work here.

And will much resistance i put her down and waving bye bye to her~
Her innocence and chubby smile was oso saying bye bye to me.

Slowly as the clock slowly moves to 6 i said goodbye to t.wong

and soon seeing off my children one by one~

I really wont forget this working exprience, as i really enjoy working here.
I thank god for giving me the chance to work here and meeting ppl of different faces.

my daughter shin jie xD

from the left yi xing, xin tong and shin jie

shin jie and yoon jae

from the left shin jie, xi wei and xue rou

My baby yee xuan~ xD

25th march 2010 Dinner at korean restoran

Its was the last week i was working in little inventor
oso the week right after the annual lunch.
While joking and fooling around in the office while oour boss wasn't around.
Suddenly evon suggested that we have our dinner at a korean restoran right after work.
Not a bad idea after all~ xD
At they thought was juz us but then i invited my nai ma~
Then slowly t.On, Sam and lastly Vivian.
We reach there around 8 though we said 7.30pm
Forgive us coz we're malaysians~
Yaya blame it on the society~ haha~ tat how we do things~

I left my house at around 7.30pm to fetch my nai ma,
while in the mean time sam was there waiting for us.
slowly we found our way to desa park city.
When we reach there sio and sam were waiting there.
the next person to arrive was evon and jennifer
and then t.On plus her bf ah kent.
Lastly was Vivian of coz she was last due to the short notice.
We ate and luagh til we were full. 1st after the meal we wanted to have a walk at the park but due to rain we found ourselves sitting in secret recipe chatting and eating cakes~
sorry dint take any picture there to as evidence~ xD
The one very person which we tried our best to drag along wasn't here was the one and onli Connie!! Always dodging the bullet~ no la i belive she has her reasons de~
We're teachers~ of coz we're understanding~ xD
Ish humble humble~

Had a wonderful dinner to find myself knowin more about each others life and forgetting my past slowly. Wad makes us so different? sumtimes this question bugs me alot.
To think of an answer to satisfy my own curiosity, mayb it was our belives which really build us up, mayb it was the different life style we're having?
Anyway if everyone was the same it won't be tat interesting~
All together there 9 of us there tat day~
An Awesome day~
all thanks and praises go to god~

WAds wrong wif my slippers? = =

Vivian said it spoiled my outfit

My nai ma(han han) was so hungry and wasn't able to control herself after seeing the spoon

so she is helping herself with the spoon~

Salad leaf to wrap the side dishes, Which i threw in almost everything in it


Salad leaf Fan!!!!

T.On and my nai ma~

Sam's evil grin of death~!!!

My nai ma looks satisfied after eating the spoon~ :P

A Group photo of the day~ though we're missing sumone~

haha~ Vivian was our camera woman of the day~

20th march 2010 little inventor annual lunch

It was the day which i was looking forward to the most

since its the 1st time i've been involved in a company annual lunch.

And i really thank god for using my boss to bless me to be able to join this annual lunch,

its was a very fun day~

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Even though our initial plans dint went as we wanted but overall it was okay~
I woke up early in the morning to find myself sitting in front of the computer doin the usual saturday rountine, reading manga, checking out facebook, reading blogs etc.

I was still kinda trouble by the incident though after the lunch i fell so much more better and relieve~ thank god.

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I was having a hard time pick my outfit since i dint have the right pants to go wif my shirt i ended up wearing my office pants to the gardens and later buying and wearing a new one on the

spot. the pants was kinda cheap though onli rm40 usually long pants would be around rm 80

Was a very enjoyable trip to the gardens and back from the gardens~

Since all the teachers were so fun to be around and friendly as ever~

I guess their dint juz get their title as a teacher overnight~

Patience and endurance tat the major key in being a teacher.

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Juz a breif on wad happend when we reach the gardens.

When we reach we were kinda early so i quickly took the chance to buy my pants and changed into it, and right after tat we went to the meeting place which is red box.

Where our dress code for the annual lunch was red and black, the red box worker's dress code were oso the same. Therfore we thought we mayb mistaken as a worker there~

Well after we had found which is our room, to find tat almost everyone was waiting for us inside there. When we enter there were teachers from other centers helping themselves wif the karaoke machine and singing their hearts out, we too help ourselves with the machine we were able to sing around 5 or 6 songs onli, then the slogan competition began.

Well, when it started to find out tat the other centers were really well prepared

while all we had was juz the script which i wrote, wasn't anything to wow about it though. and we onli practise around 3 times onli due to our busy timetable at work, sounds kinda like we are giving an excuse la~ we kinda messed up our tempo during the competition.

But in the end we got 3rd place~ haha wow~ we dint expected tat~ thank god~

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After the competition, the buffet started the food was "so so" onli nth to wow about

mayb the desserts was abit better compared to the rest.

Right after lunch the singing competition started~ our center went 1st

Our 2 teams were han han and connie were the 1st team.

the 2nd team was vivian, amutha and shalili.

Well during the performance of han han and connie sumhow i was involved in it too,

Onli as a spice to spice up the atmosphere.

Since vivian's team was our turmp card so when it was vivian's team turn, we the teacher from kepong made sure we cheer our hearts for them, Well their trump was the dance which expose t.vivian quite abit though but no harm i guess most of the teacher are female.

When the singing competition ended to find tat none of our kepong team won but i think we oso dint mind since it was fun juz cheering for them and everyone was happy~

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At 1st we plan to go for 2nd round of karaoke after the annual lunch since most of us wasn't given a chance to sing, but then sumthing came up and we went to t.vivian's bak ku teh store right after the annual dinner. kinda full at tat time but i did make space~ xD

One of our teachers were missing tat time due to sum family problem dun nid to go into much detail about tat, after our meal we went to her house to pick her up to see for was she doing.

She looked quite ok tat time of coz strong will mah~ haha~

We wanted to take her to desa park city to walk around at 1st but then her bf came and took her away~ nth we can do ler~ haha~ At tat time there were onli hanhan, t.on and me onli.

The 1st time we did was rush to the toilet = =

Since all our tank full haha wad else?

After we walked around the park enjoying the wind and we sat on 3 stones while waiting for t.on bf to arrive~ after he arrive we walk around abit then we parted~

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Overall it was a very enjoyable day~

I've got to see alot of types of faces today knowing tat these are the ppl i'm working wif,

and i've got to know alot of types of ppl.

Is this wad working life is like? Though i think there's pros and cons to these type of living.

i thank god for everything tat he had blessed me.

Me and Teacher choo choo!~

Connie and T.on

I like the expression on their faces xD

Me and teacher sam~
Hanhan Me and connie~ xD

My nai ma~

A group photo of little inventor kepong!!!